one more day of my life....

one more day of my life.....
begun with with a lot of sacrifices. these days payment is the main issue for peoples working in the Konkan Gyanpeeth College of Engineering, karjat. When I was a student over there.....I always wanted to be a part of this institute. I fulfilled my dream. but then also.... I think I am not happy these days and the matter is only "PAYMENT". Five month are passed now. Eagerly waiting for payment.

अनामीक

वरवर माझे पटते तरीही 

 कुठेतरी मी आत खटकतो 

अनोळखिसा  कुणी चेहरा 

मजला आरशातून हटकतो.....

चैतन्याने सळसळणारा
शब्द वीजेचा कसा धरावा
चपळ क्षनांचा रंगीत मासा
सुळकन हातातून निसटतो....

हजार दारे उघडी होती

माझ्यासाठी पसरून बाहू 

न कळे कुठल्या विचारात मी 

अजून दारोदार भटकतो 

नियतीने जखडून टाकली 

आभाळाची उमेद माझी 

संध्याकाळी पतंग तुटका 

तारेवरती खिन्न लटकतो  

हताश माझ्या रित्या मनाला 

 हवाच थोडा विरंगुळाही

कधी कधी मग मी देवाच्या 

फोटोवरची धूळ झटकतो

Prayer to Open my Heart

Dear Lord,

Please pray for me, please fill my heart with your holy spirit and let your words come out.

Father God, I am a sinner and unclean and I pray to thank you for your forgiveness through your sacrifice. I pray for continual understanding of my path and what your gift of grace means. I pray to understand your word deeper and to be filled with a heart of gratitude and love. Please continue to tear down my resolve, to tear down my will and to build myself up in you. Please help me to be strong and to accept how this feels both good and bad. Please help me to accept your will in my life with Joy and when I don't accept it please help me to want to want to accept it.

Father God, please help me to think your thoughts, to see what you will me to see. Please help me to see others with a heart of love, to see them through your eyes. Please help me to be willing to be willing, to want to want your will in my life.

In your ever present Holy Name,

Amen